I don't know that to do anymore,
I'm so lost!
Whatever I do I'm unhappy,
people can make me smile,
off cause they can!
But inside behind it all
I'm crying,
jelling,
tearing my own live apart
I suffer and in away I like it
I like to make them worried,
worried for me,
I like to make them go crazy,
I like to make there sun go down,
like mine does every night,
every day,
anytime I feel.
In a way I want to be hated,
in a way I just wanna kill myself,
leaving a world behind,
making them all wonder:
why?
Had I anything to do with it?
Cause behind it all I just wanna die,
I want to burn out instead of fading away.