I’m closing my eyes
And thinks about
All the things
I want to say to you

I HATE YOU!
You’re ugly as sin.
Small.
You always think about others
Before yourself.
You think too much.
You’re hurting too easily.
You’re always lonely
And sad.
You’re closing everybody
Out
Even yourself.
You’re a nerd
An outsider
A pathetic little crybaby.
Miserable convict
In your own body.
I HATE YOU!
I despise you.
I’m spitting on you
Every day
And you just cry.
Why can’t you stand up
For yourself?
You can’t do anything
‘cause
you’re closing everybody
out.
You’re in your own world
where nobody understands
you.
Not even yourself.

I open my eyes
And sees
I’m pointing at myself.