I’m dreaming of
A better life
Beyond all the crying
And bleeding
Beyond all the yelling
When nobody is
Aware somebody
Is screaming
HELP!
Why is nobody saying
I’ll be there for you?
Why don’t any of you
Like me?
I’ve lost
The will
To live.
I want an
Intermission
From life.
I feel used
Lying on my bed
Feels like I’m naked.
My back is turned
And everybody
Is pointing at
Me.
Haunting me
And makes
Fun of me.
I won’t let them do that
But why can’t I do
Anything?

I’m dreaming of a
Better life
Beyond all the crying
And bleeding
But now I realize
That dream never will come true.