Suddenly I woke up
White walls all around
For a second I felt happy
Until I realized
It was just a hospital
Not even this I could right
Every time I try - I fail

I really thought I did it all right
I mean… I said goodbye to everyone
Cleaned everything
So all would be in its right place
I wrote the letter
Made sure the knife was sharp enough
Made sure that I was ready
And the - the final cut

But I couldn't do it right
Didn't cut deep enough
Someone found me
So I woke up
With white walls all around
I was happy
Thought it was heaven
But it was just - a stupid hospital...